We started out wrong.
It cost me so much to get to you,
I expected you’d make it worth my while.
Make me ”glad I came”.
But then it started;
You gave up on me too many times,
You left me unprepared every time.
I slowly stopped trusting.
I’d be afraid to say your name,
Afraid to expect anything.
Too scared to let you help me.
I did not want to use up all of your reserve,
All your bars, all of mine.
So, I took back up everywhere we went;
Wore bulletproof every time.
Terrified you’d leave me;
Stranded and all alone.
All trust issues and no trust.
So I decided to trust no more.
But you’re better now;
You do better, even though that makes you harder to trust
Because if you failed me now,
My heart wouldn’t take it,
My dear iPhone battery.